The workplace shouldn't be a miserable, unhealthy enviornment. In fact, work should be encouraging and something you look forward to doing on a daily basis. Is your current job not meeting those standards? Maybe it’s time to move on to something better. Your work should not be holding you back from doing what you love. I’m not saying quit your current job this instant, because with all actions come consequences, but maybe you should reconsider what you’re going through right now and see decide if it’s worth it or not.